It's only my second class and I'm already sorta kinda dreading tonight. I am fairly certain I'm not going to like the teacher, if my suspicions of it being my last teacher at this fine institution is correct. If I am right, I have to be ready for the dry, regurgitation of textbook pages. Might as well stay home then, right? Bah...
I've been having trouble sleeping, no where near as bad as it used to be when the medication lived in my veins. I'm actually quite pleased with the quality of sleep I've had over the last few months, but this week has been a reminder of how those times used to be.
I guess my stubbornness and unwillingness to put down other "non-school" related books is going to be the end of me, so I better just get to it and finish the books as soon as possible so I don't have any more temptation to delve into something slightly interesting. haha.
It's a little strange, knowing I'm an older "student", knowing that most of the "kids" I see in the cafeteria or the hallways are still more interested in "scoring chicks" than scoring grades. Not that I'm a scholar of any high standing, but I know where I went wrong and I'm paying the price for those mistakes now, but you know what? I think this is for the better.
I could have come to college directly after high school, I could have been in a better place in life financially, I could have made a point of making a career choice sooner in life, and I'm not entirely sure I've made that choice yet. But none the less, I think I'm wiser for the choices I've made. I could have also ended up with a job or career that paid well, but I could have been stripped of any happiness just as easily, being pigeon-holed into a station in life I wasn't ready for or willing to accept mentally.
Oh well... off to class.
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